Sometimes being numb is quite a good thing... Not being able to feel anything... And what's more... Sometimes being numb means we don't need to do anything... How great is that? But that doesn't apply to the heart... When there's numbness in the heart... Your world crumbles...
That's what I feel anyway... Yes... My world did crumble a few weeks back... Everything seem dark and gloom... So lost... So dark... But I have seen the light now... Thank You, Lord... If she can move on... Why can't I? If so many thousands of people are having the worse nightmare of their lives and they are able to move on, why can't I? It's not the end of the world... God says He has a plan for me... I couldn't ask for more.. If you wanna put in worldly terms... I guess... There are still lots of 'fishes' in this world... Lolz... Tho fish like her is hard to come by... (at this moment, dawn jie will probably say, "what the FISH?" haha!~ jk jk)
Ok... Well... I gotta be honest I guess... My heart.. Yes... The real one... The one which goes 'doob-doob!" and is pumping blood to my whole body... Yea... This heart... I think... Well basically... It goes numb every morning... Then it affects my palms... They go numb and I will go nuts... Anyway... Gotta sit up straight for about 3 minutes and they will be gone... Hm... Time for a medical check up again? Maybe... At least, I am not depressed anymore... And what's more, there are people who care about me... Yes, even her... Tho very vague... Haha! Anyway.. I am just glad, I can get over this depression stage this fast... I just want to thank my friends and those who cared for me all this while... I never got a chance to say thank you for curing this numbness in my heart... And never got the chance to say to you all... Yea... I love you all...
p.s. I am ready to face the world with you guys... Together-gether? XD
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