I must be breaking records... Two posts in a day? Just want to end today on a positive note... I talked to two wonderful people in my life today... Dawn jie and Esther jie... And both offered wonderful words of encouragement and advice. I just thank God for them... At least now I know who to find and you know... Let it all out like they say... Sorry ya? Always ma fan you all... Menyusahkan sahaja...
Esther jie is right... I need to stop making an excuse for myself and also for her that God wants us to separate... In fact... I believe... We chose... this... I don't know... But it's time to look forward... It's time to stop looking back to the past.. Like I always believed... If we are meant to be... We will be... So I respect her decision. It's finished.. Done deal.. Full stop... And Enough... I am done with all these... I urge my readers... er.. for now only got two... Feel free to slap me, hit me or whack me with a freaking long concrete pole if you ever find me wondering into relationships again... Ok.. that's a bit too cruel but you get my point... Haha!!
As of today, 15 October 2009, 11:44pm... I decide that I will change... Change to be a better man, a better friend, a better son, and most importantly, a better child of God... I want to change by God... I want to be what He wants me to be... Because He knows best...I mean... No harm in waiting right? So be patient... And Lord... I haven't say this in a while now... But... I love YOU...
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