It's never easy to be alone... It's nice to have someone by your side... Offering hugs or maybe light pecks to the cheek... It's beautiful to look into someone's eyes and know, without them saying a word, what they feel about you... That's a luxury that I don't have now...
And so today... It's the new beginning on a new journey... As my pastor calls it... A journey of Pain... Trials, pains, sufferings and discouragement will come along the way... Sometimes... It does seems unfair... Sometimes... We wonder why God couldn't have done more... Sometimes... We blame God for things that went wrong... But we tend to forget that He holds all the answers... It's sem 2... And today... I actually found out that God has given me wonderful blessings in my life that I never really knew... One is friends... And two... My CF members... They kept me up during these hard times... And so foolish of me to ever said I am always alone... Now I know I am not...
God works in very special ways... God works in wonderful ways... Which sometimes seem to us, a bit weird... But God knows best... That's what I learnt... And truly... God does... On the way back from bus yesterday... And I cried... Again... Yea... It was all good but when the pain comes back, it stings my chest... I just had to cry... While doing that... I kept praying and also texting messages to Dawn Jie and Esther jie and even her... And these 3 people did propel me up abit... I finally let go of whatever thoughts and dreams and feelings that kept me so down... Don't get me wrong tho... I still love her... Haha!! Just that... I learn to see in a new perspective... If God says now it's not the time... We gotta let go... And in this new journey... God is right... To love is to let go, sometimes... Don't worry about the future... I have a plan for you... Thank You, Lord... Thank You
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