Do the right thing... Make the right decisions...

It's one of those days when things are going real fine only to be ruined at the moment when we least expect it... Today... Is the first time since... we separated that I got so worried... Yea... Her sis and friend said she left home... Run away... I thought I'd be ok... I thought I won't worry that much because she's not mine anymore... Who am I to worry? Who am I to judge where she's gone to? Who am I to say what she can or cannot do? She's a grown up... She can think... She can make decisions... And yes... Most importantly she has God... But NO... I was wrong... I was worried... I was scared that something bad might happen... I couldn't keep a cool head... I am afraid... Very afraid... that... that... I might not be able to see her again.. Then I realise... I am still... very much in love...


I started calling her sis and her friends... Called her mobile but she switched it off... I was panicking... Then... A voice in my heart told me to pray... And I did... Tears welled up in my eyes... And this is what God said to me:

" In life, there're struggles.
In relationships, there're heart breaks.
In work, there're problems and competitions.
In family, there are cracks.
But in Me, there're hope, peace, rest, love and patience.
Seek Me... Cast Me your burdens...
Don't worry too much...
Trust Me... For in Me only you shall find joy..."
Thus saith the Lord.

Yes... Only in Him... Can I trust now... And truly enough, after a long wait... She text me... "I am safe... Don't worry.."... I really felt like asking why... I really wanted to nag her, well so to speak... But I suppose... Her family is worried sick and most probably is nagging her already... As a friend... I need to support her... So I didn't ask... I can only pray for peace for her... And God... Thank You for teaching me another lesson... It's only too true that in times of real afflictions that we tend to forget You... Who You really are and what You can do... We forget that You are the almighty God... And that... You love us so much... You wouldn't want us harmed or hurt... You wouldn't abandon us... You always want the best for us... I thank You, Lord... My Father...


As I try to call it a day... I wonder... Dear... Are you... Ok? Do you need a shoulder? Do you need... a hug? Dear... I am sorry, k? I hope and pray that better times are ahead of you... Don't ever lose faith... Even if you don't know about this blog's existence... I hope you can still hear my heart in the stillness of the night... Have faith, dear... God never fails... Have faith... Do the right thing... Make the right decisions in Him, through Him... Good night, my dearest...