Looking back... Gazing forward

Hah... 2009... it's gonna be over soon... A lot of things happened this year... And boy, time does fly fast... It keeps flying and flying and before you know it... it's gonna be 2010... Too many things happened this year... Too many... I can't even keep track and reflect like I always do... But nevertheless, 2010 will be a new year... A new beginning and also a new me... Stronger, wiser i hope to be...

Highlights of this year? There were plenty... NS... College... Just too many... But like we always say... No time to look back... Just time for us to look what's ahead and move on... Moving and moving till when the time finally comes... The time for us to stop... I guess, i stopped my tracks for a while but after that I am ready to go again... Each fall had took me to newer heights which is something I very much appreciate.... Regrets? I had a few this year... Hah... Who doesn't? Nah... I am not a guy who likes to have regrets... Too frustrating if you have to keep thinking about it... The best thing is... to think that at that time, that was the only option, the only choice and the best i could do... That way, I can cut down on regrets... but neways, it's hard to ignore sometimes...



Everybody's got a secret or two... I have too... Ya... Ok... Not so much of a secret anymore... but hey, at least, we can keep dreaming about this secret... Maybe one day it will come true... Haha~!


I am guessing, when June 2010 comes, tears will be very much flowing... People will be flocking to kampar... And those of us who are smart enough to remain in that factory lot will still be here... No doubt, we will miss them but life goes on eh? They will return... We will meet them again... In the mean time, we do what we have to do... TO keep fighting... Keep achieving... Keep surviving...



And yet, people grow a little wiser and a little stronger each passing day... Sometimes, there's no point in looking back really... But those things in the past are what make people grow... I don't really understand the concept of it but as they say, no success is achieved without failure... Well... Looking back... I did learnt things I wouldn't have otherwise should I not fall...


2009 was full of emotions... Full of excitements... but I believe 2010... will be full of hope... full of joy and full of promise... Looking back, there's not much I could do... Gazing forward... there's so much I can be... 2010... Here I come...


Happy New Year peeps... XD ... 新年快乐！！

Christmas isn't Christmas...

Christmas isn't Christmas if it isn't spent with the people you love... Christmas... Isn't Christmas if it isn't about giving love... Christmas isn't Christmas if it doesn't happen in your heart... Christmas isn't Christmas if you do not know Jesus... Because without Him, there will be no Christmas~...

hehehee~! The happiest time in my life every year, is now~! Is Christmas~! This is the time where we can celebrate the love of God~! And also the wonders of giving... Wow... This year... A lot of things changed... A lot of things happened... But hey~! God never ever changed... He was the same God... He is the same God and He will always be my beloved Lord~!

Wishlist this year thus far (random order):

1) New belt - completed
2) New sport shoes - completed
3) New wallet - completed
4) See more, listen more, know more - won't be done till I die
5) Best friends, good friends, just friends... love 'em more and more - ongoing process
6) Family, the best people God blessed me with... Spend more time with you~ - learning how to~
7) Love more, give more, help more - in progress
8) Serve Him more, spend more time with Him - a never-ending process which I love a lot...

Whatever it is... only the first 3 can be completed... but the others, they remain the same every year... Every Christmas... Cos those things are the things that last... And I do want them to last... Smile smile and keep smiling people~! Fill up the world with smiles and Christmas... can be Christmas every day of the year... Love you people~! Merry merry Christmas and have a great one~!

Friends...

Forget about ASSignmentigsm... It's delayed... I pretty much hate today.... Real hate.. Started off brightly and it's gonna end ugly... I am not telling why... And if i don't write this, don't think I can continue with my assignments...

Friends... I don't know how to put it in words... Besides God and family, friends are the most important people to me... They helped me, they cried for me, they laughed with me... They are the best people who God has ever blessed me with... I love them a lot... Even to the extend that I would die for them... If friends have problem, I will entertain them first then only continue with my own problems... If I don't have these people around me, I would have been a lunatic maniac in Tanjung Rambutan a long time ago...


Hence, I detest people who try to hurt my friends... In any way... Whether physically or emotionally... I hate people who try to break my friends' bond. I despise people who take for granted of their friends... I am angry of people who starts a friendship only to end it in a stupid way, because of stupid reasons... I am sick of people who call themselves as friend but take advantage and talk bad about their friends behind their back... I hate these people... People who want something back from their friends...


I love my friends... Even those who are new... They are my friends and I accept who they are... Their personality and everything... Even if they can be annoying at times... I love them for who they are... They won't be themselves if you want them to change... OK... Maybe bad habits should be constantly nag but other than that... I wouldn't want them to change...


I would do anything to make them happy... Call me stupid, foolish, anything... But I don't want them to get hurt... I want them to smile, to laugh... Everyday... That's why I act stupid... That's why I love telling lame jokes... because if that's what makes smiles appear... I would do it without shame...


Friends... hope you will understand... That it's easy to find a friend but difficult to keep one...

ASSignmentigsm

ASSignmentigsm... What's that? Wait for it... updating in a few days time..

Joe Cheah

Mr Joe Cheah.... Hmm... 21 years old this year... THE definition of a fine young man and a good brother and son. A very good friend, my favourite cousin and best of all... God's blessed child. I can tell you that he's a handsome young man and like my uncle said... " A low maintenance son"... He's cincai but stylish... He's got smile to die for(seriously...) and a very considerate guy... And and and... according to his parents (i believe it too), he calls home to tell where he is, who he is with and what time he is going home... Wah... I tell you wei, this kind of guy... Extinct d wei... So ladies?? WHAT are you waiting for??? haha~! Jk Jk..

I didn't get the chance to tribute(if that's the right word...) you in your party... So here's it...

Joe Cheah, I envy you... Haha~! Seriously... You are one in a million... And secretly.. Lolz... Haha~! Never told anyone, you are my favourite cousin and also someone who inspires me... Ok la... You are someone I really look up to... For one point in my life, when I first believed in Christ, I actually tried to be you.. But can never be you la... haha~! Cos we are two totally different people... But whenever troubles come, I would always remember you... And think, what would you do if you were in the same situation... I will always remember the crazy times we had and also the dude-to-dude talks... Haha~! They helped alot... OK... Before I sound too gay... I love you, man... For being my good friend, cousin and brother in Christ~!

So much to do, so much to see

wow... it's half way through the sem already! haiz... haven't got much time to update tho... very busy lately but all's going well... There's still so much to do.... So much to see... Hopefully, this will be a very good sem... Back for more, next time... very short post today...


p.s. planning something BIG... hopefully it works... haha

When you feel that you know God...

Sometimes God is just too much for us too define... Sometimes we think we know God but in fact we don't... Sometimes we feel that God's ways are hard but actually they are meant for our own good... Sometimes we feel God let us down but in reality, who's the one who let God down most?

I went to the KGH camp last few days... I had many many wonderful memories there... Learnt many things there as well... Perhaps it was a very good wake up call for me... Cos I've been drifting away too much I am afraid... But in any case, I am grateful and thankful for all goodness and blessings that God has given me... I will always remember this camp.. I will always remember the people... I hope... I will have the chance to meet them again... what am i saying?? For sure I will!!! Haha!!


You know, Michael williams (the speaker of the camp) taught us a lot of things. I never knew that I was so ignorant and foolish... But now I know... That God... is so much more that I had defined Him as... He is so much more than what I think He is... He is the great "I AM"... The Almighty Lord... My Father, My Saviour... You know, all this while, we have been defining God in a manner that God is confined within our definition... Now wouldn't that make us God? Because we are able to define God... No... It's not the case... This just shows how foolish we are... Because when you feel you know God... You actually don't know Him...


We are put in this world to know Him... To learn about Him... It's a continuos process... A very long race... I hope I can finish this race and hear Him say, "Well done, My child, you've finished your race.." Lord, I love You...