Hmm... Where to start?? Ok.. Let's start off with how we first met... It was June 1, 2009... First day in a new city, a new uni, a new life... Terrified? A little bit because it's time to face reality... Lol... Harsh reality... And I wasn't expecting much... Simply because there's nothing much to expect... Uni is definitely a totally different thing from high school... To start off with the day, I went to the wrong class... =.=''' not the best thing to do on the first day and that made me late for my real class... Went in and saw a bunch of people inside... I analysed and thought "lol... they look friendly... or at least they seem to be..." ... Your hair was long and curly back then... Haha~! And never ever will I thought that we could be such close friends...
**I don't really remember the first time we chatted... Hmm... It was something regarding Adrian right? Haha~! Then somehow, after the heart numb nightmare, we got even closer... I guess, I owe you one... Since then, you took care of me a lot... Care for me a lot and it was fun hanging out with you.... It was great eating the food you cook.... XP... Love it a lot...
This Serdang Pop Girl... When she knew about my health, she went a pit panicky... When she knew I lost my wallet, she offered to accompany me to make my IC... Lolz... Of course, I'd say yes... XP... Since she is.. i mean... was my jie... haha... That day, when we went out to make that darn IC, we talked so much and was so into talking and gossiping (LOL~!) that we actually lost our directions!!
"blah blah blah blah... eh... turn left or right?" I said.
"blah blah blah blah... huh? right gua... ei? didn't we pass by here?" she said.
You get the idea...
** You know looking back, I kinna like the feeling when we are 'lost'... We didn't panic and yet keep talking and talking and laughing and laughing... Somehow, we would find our way out of that dreadful PJ Sentral... haha! Lost and with you... Hmm... nice feeling eh? XP
Then came the night of the countdown... Well, we were just fooling around and became a day bf/gf... Well, it was in this time we grew much closer than ever before... That funny feeling was there... I think we both chose to ignore that feeling... We both continued to live in denial, if you can put it that way... But somewhere somehow we would be together... YOu know, that kind of feeling... XP
** In any case, after that night, many things went through my head... Tossing around the bed and getting up for no reason in the middle of the night... Keep thinking and thinking... but don't want to acknowledge it... remember when we chatted in MSN the other day? and remember the pm which says wondering what it means? Lol... I was actually wondering about us... XP... And yea... shocked at the development of today but very the happy about it~! XP...
I remember we were quite quiet or maybe just her? She didn't "like" nor leave a comment at any of my posts that day... Were you thinking too? XP... I wonder...
And quite a number has asked the same old question of why... So I guess I feel obliged to answer it here... Yea... I am not a guy good at understanding my own emotions... I don't really know what struck me even if it's just in front of me... When most people already know that pop girl likes me, I still think that you guys are thinking too much~! LOL... But in the end... The person who I've been looking for is just right there before me... You can call me a liar, a cheat or a playboy... Honestly, I don't care... Emotions are crazy little things... When it strucks you, you can't avoid it... If it would happen to you, you would be doing what we are doing now too...
**Like you said it, pop girl... We don't care what others think... Spending our moments together as long as we can...
Unexpected things happen anywhere and anytime... Love is the thing that is most surprising as well... Sometimes it's too fast... Sometimes too slow... Sometimes too confusing but all in all it's beautiful... I think because of past experiences, we would be taking this a bit easier... Step by step... My Serdang Pop Girl... Hahaha~! You'll never know how happy this blur guy is to have you as his special one.. And sorry... You waited so long... XD... Esther... I love you...
Yes... As long as we can...
No comments:
Post a Comment