Finals + Expectations + Laziness

Aitez (All right + ritez=Aitez), finals is this monday... Yup you can ask me the typical question and this is most likely how I'll answer...

You : Wah~! Monday exam liao leh~!!

Me : Yea... Scared ho?

You: Ya loh~! You read liao la??

Me : Nope...

You : Wah~! Don't bluff la... You didn't read? Later see see you get 2.3 ++ ar~!

Me : Bluff you for what?

You : Then how?

Me : Shun kei zhi yin la...

You : Geng lo~! I read blah blah blah liao lo...

Me : Ooo...

You: You not worried meh?

Me : Yea

You: then?

Me : like that lo...

Lol... Probably Esther and my mom(if she ever finds out and reads the blog that is) will kill me for this... Haha~! ok ok fine... I admit.. I did a little bit of studying and no more... My brain just keep repelling all the things that I have read out... I have no idea why? Too casual this time... Well, like Aaron puts it... Going into exam with and by faith... Lol... Nah... I have a few reasons...

One is expectations.. Lately I have been reacting to stress in a different way... Super appetite is still there but I think I have adopt a new approach... Sleep... zzz... I know... Bad stuff... Sometimes, I will think of my mom's expectations and then the next thing I know, I am sleeping... By the time I woke up, I wasted my time already... Then I think of finals and the what-ifs if I can't get the result I want... I look at the amount of work to be done and then I just zzz... Sleep and sleep... Man~! I have no idea... I am a pig... =.=''' ... Whatever it is, I have to get rid of this approach... Hate to be this way... I want to be able too study and get the result I want~!!!!

The next thing is laziness... BAd stuff again~! I always known I am lazy but I think I have taken it to new heights and I really have to slap myself... OR let Esther slap me to wake me up... Nothing hurts more than your gf slapping you... Lol... Boy oh boy, I am sinking into deeper holes... Jesus pull me back up~!!!

Ok... Isaiah Saw, stop whining and get back to work~! If you don't... Well... Esther will slap you~! lol... ok... with this, I shall concentrate... and full authority to Esther Loh Xin Wey for slapping me if she finds out I am slagging off...

p.s I miss you(definitely not the reason I can't study ya? XP) and love you..