2012

After watching the highly anticipated movie... It really makes you think about life... How fragile life is... Also teach us about humanity... How selfish can one become in tight situations... But the movie also taught me that, one can also become selfless... Can also learn to love... To appreciate... the people around me.....

From the movie... I also learnt that... Nothing lasts for a lifetime... except of course God... He is the eternal God.. But we, humans, and all things on this earth... Nothing lasts... We will all return to the soil one day... This earth will belong to God once again...


How quickly I realised that I need to appreciate the people around me... How I need to stop getting myself into depression and out again... How I need to halt this endless cycle of confusion... How the sadness in my heart is triggered again and I finally let it all out when I finally get back into this cage... It feels... Light now.. So relieved... The burdens are still here and be assured that they will still be upon this tired shoulders for the rest of my life... Carry it I must and I know God will help me through this... And how I want to thank the people who helped me alot... Should I list them down? Lolz... Yea... I should...

1. Dawn Jie
2. Esther Jie
3. Paul
4. Adrian
5. Yinfy
6. Jia Yi
7. Cheong Keen
8. Derk
9. Shirley
10. Kun
11. Yiing Yi
12. Miki (Eugine)
13. Ishii
14. Selina
15. In Ru
16. Joey
17. Tracy
18. Hue Ying
19. Cheng Kai
20. See Pin Jie
21. Raymond
22. Sarah Hor
Last but not least...
23. My lovely lil mui mui Joanne...

Some helped in large ways and others in tiny lil ways... But I appreciate it all..They bright up my life... They filled it with colours. They pulled me up when I have fallen... They hit me on the face when I am disillusion... They hugged me when I am feeling blue... They make me laugh when I lost my smile... They lent me their shoulders when I am tired and they love me without wanting anything back... And you know what? I love them too... And sometimes I would wonder how will I ever survive this without them...


You know... If the world is to really end today.. There's only one thing I want to do now... That smile... I want to see it again... I'll be praying that I can... No tears... Just that smile...No words... Just that smile... Nothing else... Just that smile....