I am a failure... I cannot do anything right... I always do everything without going through my head... Failure, failure... I fail in being a good son... I fail in being a good cousin... I fail in being a good nephew... I fail in being a good friend... I fail in being a good Christian... I fail in being a man... I fail... Cos I am a failure and I admit it... I am nothing but a failure who expects so much yet give so little... I am a failure who always complains and always always makes a fuss out of nothing...

I am nothing but a lost cause... Nothing, absolutely nothing... I never learn... I never mature... I never grow... I never appreciate... I never ever was grateful... That's what I am... What a man... What a failure man... I have nothing good in me... If you do trust me, please I beg you, stop doing so... Cos what I hold is nothing... nothing but emptiness... What I hold is darkness... I am not who you think I am... I am a worthless idiot, an ignorant,useless, good-for-nothing brat... I don't need sympathy, I don't need acceptance, I don't need anything because people like me are not worthy of anything...

Oh, nothing, just a statement... nothing serious... It's what I am... I believe I am just that... You don't have to be sad or do anything about it... Who knows I might betray that trust one day... Let me rot peacefully... Thank you